My Diary

[9:23 - Sun 7.5.2023]
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This is the first time that I've really decided to write a diary. Well, just because I've had to cope with tons of troubles at school last few weeks and I eventually feel extremely depressed... In fact, I'm an overthinking person so it's really difficult for me to share my feelings with anyone else (except for Ms. Ngan, but I suppose that it is not enough, I have to do something to help myself). Thus, I create this 'secret' blog, just to write anything I want or express my latent characteristics...

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Just my recall of the past...

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Sometimes, I find my life a little bit horrendous as many issues happen to me - a really really 'weak' girl -  like blizzards. Although I am usually criticized to be much more mature than my friends, dealing with sudden problems is still a difficult task to me. Initially, I seek help from everywhere, because I hope that somebody would listen to my soul and understand its owner. Unfortunately, no one could meet my demand. 

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Then, I decided to share my story with my Chemistry teacher, the one that I've admired and believed in. She didn't judge my actions strictly, but slowly analyzed everything for me, and encouraged me to be more optimistic about it. She stayed beside me like a mother, a bestie, who is always ready to 'embrace' me and accompany me. Like the stars in the dark night, sparkling, she exists as a pretty light to me. Having had a chance to become her student is my very good luck ever!